Sometimes I wish I could hate you,

I wish you were dead,

or Me,...

I'd rather be a dead dog lying ran over

on a deserted road,

than to have these lonely nightmares

ever since you ignored me,

ever since you sacrifised me...

I wish every sleepless night

to give up...

just give the fuck up.

It's almost over...

If only once again I could tell

heaven from hell.